One of my 'relaxing' methods for when I'm scared or nervous about something

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So what I am going to be talking you about is quite difficult to explain.

I'm not quite sure when it started but I think I know (what I can remember) when I first did it.

I was in the hospital that day- yep I was OK. I was there because I had had a very bad stomach ache (I was about 7 I think) and my mom thought it was apendicitis so she rushed me to the hospital, this had happened to me quite a few times, but it turned out it was just I had air inside my stomach and thats why it hurt.

So before I knew what it was, before the doctores come up to us telling us wether it was appendicitis, me and my mom where just waiting in the waiting area.

I was really scared because I knew that if you had apendicitis you had to get a surgery or you'd die. And one, I was scared of surgeries and two, I was scared of dying! Duh, I was only about 7 or 8.

So this is when I first remember doing it. Just a warning; its gonna take quite a while to explain so hope you understand!

So the first time I remember doing it is when I was waiting to get the results and I kept thinking to myself; 'what if I get a surgery?' 'what if I wake up DURING the surgery?' 'what if I die?!' So pretty much I was quite scared. So what I did is I kept saying to myself; if this happens then I will get a surgery or if that happens I WONT get a surgery. So basically I relied on stuff that happened to predict my future, kind of?

So I actually remember what I thought that day; 'if and advert comes up in the TV then I WILL get a surgery' and guess what, a TV advert came up, so I got super scared. So I kept picking on other stuff such as 'if a nurse comes in the room right now, then I'll get a surgery' until the answer was 'no, you won't get a surgery' I knew all of that was fake but it make me feel better in a way. Like it made me feel relaxed and calm and it made me think 'don't worry you'll be fine'.

Most of the times I picked stuff that will probably never happen just so the answer would be the positive one (I know, I know, so clever).

So the reason I was writing this blog is just to tell you how I deal with problems sometimes, I still use this method (if you can even call it a method) sometimes to calm myself down or tell myself that everything will be fine.

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Please let me know if this happens to anyone else in the world and tell me how you feel after doing it or if you think this helps, thank you!
Also, please comment some other relaxing or calming methods so it can help me and everyone who reads this blog!
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